(Original) Monster
Ton : EEnglish
AmTell me please - what's the point of this reaEmlity?
Seems like I'm only heFre to pleasAme, evFeryoAmne elAmse. Em
AmIf I lie, will they think that I am reEmally trying?
Seems like we only lFive to die, so what's the poAmint? Am Em
AmHappy? Could I be haEmppy?
Feels like a Fdream - just won't come Ctrue.C Em
Instrumental :Am...C Em...G F...Am...Em..
AmTell me please - that you've finally gotten Emsick of me,
I really never Ftry to be, Amso inFsecuAmre ... Am Em
AmThis self-hate, lurks beneath this stupid Emgame I play,
Feels like I rarely gFet to say, what's Amon myF minAmd. Am Em
AmHappy? Hey, are you Emhappy?
Well, can you Fteach me? To be like CyouEm
AmMy heart - has been torn Emapart,
This world is so Fdark,
I just feel ClostEm
AmI never wanted to be this way I swear, oh god, I promise,
CI reEmally Gdo tEmry to fight it or to hide it, but inside it,
Fit just burns it's way through happiness, feels like torture,
FI never asked for this,
CThe monster trapped deep inside of me,
Feeding off my love anEmd sanity,
AmNo matter how I try to block out the voice that tells me I'm worthless,
EmI can't seem to conquer to beast, I'm always defeated, Gleft here in pieces,
FAnd there's no one who understands they can't stitch me up, though it's nice that they're
still 'Chere',
I'm am the only one ... EmWho can slay this monster,
AmHappy? No, I'm not Emhappy.
Though I despeFrately wish I could Cbe Em
AmI just want to be Emfree, why,
should I have tFo die - to slay the beCastEm
AmIf I lie, will the monster keep iEmtself inside?
Seems like we only lFive to die, so what's the pAmoint? Em